tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21499841093857624952011-10-10T16:08:57.697-07:00♥ appreciate what u have now and no regret... love the one u loved before its too late♥ ♥ expressing feeling here is just a way to release♥ ♥ keep in touch♥minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.comBlogger321100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-59970618787940152942011-10-10T16:00:00.000-07:002011-10-10T16:08:57.753-07:00一波又一波的事件<br />让我喘不过气来<br />一直一直的去试图挖掘<br />却无法了解你的脑袋里装了什么<br /><br />虽然我常为旁观者<br />对许多事也无法加入<br />至少我需要的是尊重<br /><br />是不是不闻不问还是比较好？<br />还是必须装不在乎别人才不会觉得你很在乎？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-5997061878794015294?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-45748054490126560912011-01-06T23:21:00.000-08:002011-01-06T23:25:52.503-08:00Mamma<br />You gave life to me<br />Turned a baby into a lady<br /><br />Mamma<br />All you had to offer<br />Was the promise of a lifetime of love<br /><br />Now I know<br />There is no other<br />Love like a mother's love for her child<br /><br />And I know<br />A love so complete<br />Someday must leave<br />Must say goodbye<br /><br />Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear<br />Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near<br />Someday you'll say that word and I will cry<br />It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye<br /><br />Mamma<br />You gave love to me<br />Turned a young one into a woman<br /><br />Mamma<br />All I ever needed<br />Was a guarantee of you loving me<br /><br />'Cause I know<br />There is no other<br />Love like a mother's love for her child<br /><br />And it hurts so<br />That something so strong<br />Someday will be gone, must say goodbye<br /><br />Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear<br />Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near<br />Someday you'll say that word and I will cry<br />It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye<br /><br />But the love you gave me will always live<br />You'll always be there every time I fall<br />You are to me the greatest love of all<br />You take my weakness and you make me strong<br />And I will always love you 'til forever comes<br /><br />And when you need me<br />I'll be there for you always<br />I'll be there your whole life through<br />I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma<br /><br />Mamma, I'll be<br />I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights<br />I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight<br />I'll be your shelter through the raging storm<br />And I will love you 'till forever comes<br /><br />Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear<br />Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near<br />Someday you'll say that word and I will cry<br />It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye<br /><br />'Till we meet again...<br />Until then...<br />Goodbye <br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">it's a very touching song...<br />this song reminds me to love my mom much more in every day...<br />i love u mom,<br />and thanks for everything, everything that you do...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-4574805449012656091?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-10299947247378022662010-12-07T17:19:00.000-08:002010-12-07T17:33:00.336-08:00i want meet up with my friends.!<br /><br />come, ask me out! haha<br /><br />LOL<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-1029994724737802266?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-22593875923397913062010-11-26T22:28:00.000-08:002010-11-27T01:06:58.468-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/TPDJ3H5nyCI/AAAAAAAAAJU/ygWXWGvpJpc/s1600/DSC01005.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/TPDJ3H5nyCI/AAAAAAAAAJU/ygWXWGvpJpc/s320/DSC01005.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5544153090143799330" /></a><br />假期到了，也就是颓废生活的开始。<br /><br />但我答应自己，绝不会让自己在一个月半的假期里，一直颓废。<br /><br />这次的假期很开心的又到KL去旅行，这次非常不一样噢...<br /><br />因为是我们自己驾车去的，去那里也是驾车去，比较方便，<br /><br />不过花费的钱比较多，花得最并不值得的就是泊车费！<br /><br />三天里应该有花了一百以上吧...@@<br /><br />玩乐过后，该想想在假期里要做些什么了吧。<br /><br />妈妈说不要去做part-time，假期应该好好休息，<br /><br />所以我把打工的念头打消了，<br /><br />但是我还是计划了一大堆的事情让自己做，<br /><br />一方面不想让自己凉在那里，一方面也想让自己可以提升一些。<br /><br />也可以在他得空时随时见到他，<br /><br />总而言之，希望我在这假期里可以得到些收获吧！！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-2259387592339791306?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-4547622288704484772010-07-01T18:58:00.000-07:002010-07-01T19:01:12.889-07:00爸爸妈妈哥哥跟我说了再见，<br />我们坐在不同的车子<br />在交叉的路口分别了<br />突然觉得眼眶热热湿湿的<br />视线慢慢模糊<br />看着他们的车子望另外的方向驶去<br />我没有别的选择<br />只能往学院前进<br />在这，我又是孤军奋斗着<br />虽然有战友的支持，但远远比不上心里的寂寞<br />前几个星期，在家里的生活好温暖<br />才刚离开家里，我已开始想家<br />谢谢爸妈，还有哥哥<br />你们陪我一起过来这里<br />我很感激，哥哥不舒服却跟我们一起过来这里，<br />让你那么难受我真的很内疚，<br />不能到处去你不用觉得对不起，<br />我才要觉得内疚，让你在车上那么不舒服，对不起，谢谢。<br />爸爸妈妈，我知道你们很疼我，<br />驾车载我来这里，还有为我做的一切一切<br />谢谢你们，我真的很爱你们。<br />妈妈，你刚才开玩笑跟我说，不要哭哦！<br />我笑着，心里却很难受，<br />你们的车跟在我车后面时，<br />我看着望后镜里的你们，我强忍泪水，不让它们从我眼里流出来，<br />在你们的车超越我的车，妈妈跟我挥了挥手后，<br />泪水终于忍不住流出来了，<br />我好不舍得，不舍得….<br />我想要抱你们每一个人的，但是地方不方便，所以没办法<br />谢谢你们，真的<br />我好想你们…..<br /><br /><br /><br />今日名言：<br />进回到学院生活，<br />才知道家里是多么的温暖。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-454762228870448477?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-56898928950972269842010-06-20T00:34:00.000-07:002010-06-20T00:38:18.463-07:00我在想，当一位教师不好吗？<br /><br />为什么人们的观念就是如此？<br /><br />要申请进入师范学院不是件容易的事，被录取的名额是非常有限的，<br /><br />而且师范学院的生活也不是每天吃喝玩乐度过的，<br /><br />假期是跟学校假期一样多没错，但是我们一读就是5年半！<br /><br />所读的课程也不是那么容易的。<br /><br />不知道那些无知的人为什么觉得在师训就读的学生都是没有别的升学选择，或是觉得我们因为成绩考得很差所以被迫当一名教师。<br /><br />我讨厌那些狗眼看人低的眼光！<br /><br />那些人，听到你要当老师，就会敷衍敷衍你说，<br /><br /> “很好，很好” <br /><br />就走了....<br /><br />是怎样？这种反应是什么意思？<br /><br />那时我很无奈，或许他们认为我是没有别的选择所以踏上这条路吧！<br /><br />他们都甚至不知道现在师范学院毕业的学员都是大学生，有大学资格的。<br /><br />我知道，他们想听到的是你读那一间大学，在大学读什么课程等，<br /><br />但是我只对当一名教师有兴趣那也错吗？<br /><br />为什么要这样？<br /><br />我在师范学院过的生活也不是容易的，我们要读的也很多，<br /><br />考试也有难度的！<br /><br />我知道我未来的生活会怎样的，我知道不会很特别，不会很富有，不会非常精彩，<br /><br />但是这是我所想要的简单生活，<br /><br />我只想这样平平淡淡的过我所想要的生活，我就足够了！<br /><br />我今天好难过，面对这些人，<br /><br />我不想多作解释，也不想在说明什么，<br /><br />我要做好自己的本分，因为有一天，你们会知道，<br /><br />..............<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-5689892895097226984?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-45300457579354093072010-05-12T05:44:00.000-07:002010-05-12T05:49:09.732-07:00no recent post for so long already....<br />why? <br />because nothing to say about, talk about lo...<br />the exams are coming soon, <br />is very soon actually... <br />and i am still not in the mood...<br />erm.... <br />dont know why leh...<br />hope i can get into the mood soon...<br />jia you!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-4530045757935409307?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-85618107247724061002010-03-26T06:39:00.000-07:002010-03-26T07:13:10.106-07:00Have a great experience for SBE, Learn A Lot, Laugh A Lot and Play A Lot... ^^<br /><br />Find that i am so interested in teaching... just unlike that teachers need to do a lot of paper work... lol<br /><br />anyway, it is fun!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/S6zAkTOICwI/AAAAAAAAAH8/Q3yGo-z74NI/s1600/DSC01479.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/S6zAkTOICwI/AAAAAAAAAH8/Q3yGo-z74NI/s320/DSC01479.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5452944978706172674" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8561810724772406100?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-83170517062528807132010-03-22T07:00:00.000-07:002010-03-22T07:06:30.382-07:00I am always trying to be myself<br /><br /> BUT<br /><br />I am always failed in that<br /><br />There are too much things in my head <br /><br />I cant control it and I cant express it<br /><br /> WHY<br /><br />I just want to do what i want to do<br /><br />I just want to own the life that i dream for<br /><br />I dropped my tears for lots of times, <br />screaming in my inner heart..<br /><br />I don't understand, why am I been threatened like this?<br /><br />So different from others?<br /><br />Someone may say, u are threatened like this because u are the one they care the most.<br /><br />But, how about me? How about my feeling?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8317051706252880713?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-62552174319599982082010-02-25T06:44:00.000-08:002010-02-25T06:50:30.007-08:00God will find the best way for u<br />if he block yr way<br />he will make another way for u<br />so dun be sad<br />and dun blame yourself<br />u are doing your very best actually<br />and i m proud of u all<br />u are special<br />and u are the best of the best<br />dun ever look down on yourself<br />because everything had planned for u<br /><br />all my dear,<br />i give u my spirit, my power<br />and my best wishes<br /><br />Just wants to see your smile<br /><br />cHeer Up girls~<br /><br />=)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-6255217431959998208?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-71342008671955480672010-02-13T03:19:00.000-08:002010-02-13T03:22:32.749-08:00人常说：我的一生就是在找寻幸福，<br />但是，何谓“幸福”？<br />其实，我们都幸福。<br />因为，幸不幸福，<br /><br />关键只在于你怎么看待“幸福”。<br /><br />我相信，在遇到困难时，伤心难过时，失恋时，都觉得自己很悲惨，一点都不幸福。<br />但，我们往往会忘记，其实我们都是幸运的，幸福的，因为我们有健康的身体，有爱你的家人，兄弟姐妹。<br />这样简简单单的自己，不是最幸福的吗？<br /><br />我也一样，曾经在遭遇困难，难过时，觉得自己很可怜，没人爱，还谈什么幸福？<br />之后，再回头想想，<br />其实我很幸福，因为我有生命、有健全的身体、有爱我的家人，我还缺什么？<br />如果没有生命，你能追求什么？简简单单的爱不是最幸福的吗？<br /><br />更何况，我满意这样的我，<br />还有个爱我的他，我已满足。<br /><br />金钱、地位只是其次吧。。。<br /><br />我只想把握当下，珍惜身边的人、爱我和我爱的人。<br /><br />*要惜福*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-7134200867195548067?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-8833968533932409732009-12-14T19:25:00.000-08:002009-12-14T19:32:39.704-08:00那天妈妈去做身体检查，医生说妈妈的心脏的瓣有孔，所以不能劳累，不能为事情操心。<br />爸爸叫妈妈不要告诉我们，怕我们担心，但是昨天妈妈跟外婆讲我听到了。<br />虽然医生说孔很小，不用做任何治疗，但她现在比以前更容易累，看了心都很痛。<br />表面看她开开心心，没事一样，实际上我觉得她心里也很怕吧。<br />刚才看到桌子上的月历上，画着很多很多的圈，全都是妈妈要去医院复诊的日期，有时候每隔一个星期就要去医院一次，做各种不同的检查，治疗。<br />看到的那一刻，我的心很酸，眼泪再也忍不住流下来。<br />妈妈为了我们三兄妹，帮我们打点一切，<br />从小到大，我们的生活、学业都是妈妈一手包办的，一直以来都累坏了她。<br />我们要买什么，她都满足我们。<br />她除了要当好妈妈，还要当好女儿、好老婆。<br />有时候夹在爸爸和外婆之间，最辛苦的是妈妈。<br />在这之前，妈妈中午吃饭时间一个小时，也要回店里帮忙，有时都来不及吃午餐。<br />为了外公的事，要担起一切的也是妈妈，也没有人愿意帮忙。<br />妈妈真的很辛苦，更辛苦的是脸上还要挤出笑容来面对我们，掩饰她的痛，她的累。<br />昨天拜拜的时候，我跟上天说，希望妈妈健健康康，赶快好起来，为了这个，我什么都愿意，真的要我做什么都可以。<br />我要好好读书，<br />因为我要给你最好的一切，<br />带你去旅行，<br />给你过没有烦恼的日子，<br />不要你再为我们操心了。<br />妈妈，相信我，我真的长大了，我会把我的幸福送给你，<br />我爱你，妈妈。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-883396853393240973?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-87421718687944257442009-11-01T02:35:00.000-08:002009-11-01T02:47:26.949-08:00Before having my finals, i got the chance to come back kb for 5 days with my best friend in IPDA, shu qin....<br />On friday, my family and i with shu qin along, we went to kbmall for shopping... and i bought 4 shirts there... hehe... <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Su1mJz30HUI/AAAAAAAAAF8/23KycFT_lRk/s1600-h/DSC01502.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Su1mJz30HUI/AAAAAAAAAF8/23KycFT_lRk/s320/DSC01502.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399083847016258882" /></a><br /><br />Photo captured while studying... too boring dy... =)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Su1mmFXRsbI/AAAAAAAAAGM/sP8R8U7Ii8M/s1600-h/DSC01521.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Su1mmFXRsbI/AAAAAAAAAGM/sP8R8U7Ii8M/s320/DSC01521.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399084332747960754" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Su1m_raV-NI/AAAAAAAAAGU/Tu8XZ2FYz4E/s1600-h/DSC01507.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Su1m_raV-NI/AAAAAAAAAGU/Tu8XZ2FYz4E/s320/DSC01507.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5399084772458100946" /></a><br /><br />Good luck everyone in your exam... ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8742171868794425744?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-41042514468000973532009-10-25T20:00:00.000-07:002009-10-25T20:08:02.211-07:00Study Study...<br /><br />Gonna have my final exam very soon<br /><br />For those who are having exam, good luck to you and hopefully you can go through it smoothly...<br /><br />Of Course, wish for myself too... =)<br /><br />Will have trip to Genting, Melaka and KL after exam!!! Wow... Gonna have fun with all of them... ^^<br /><br />Be confident, be tough and be strong... You can do it...<br /><br />and Thx for staying aside me while i am emo-ing... =)<br /><br />Jia you everyone... mY spirit always along with u...<br /><br />P/s : Jun, Ling... Jia you for stpm...<br /> All my best friends... Gambateh~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-4104251446800097353?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-11506200976462035002009-10-08T02:39:00.000-07:002009-10-08T02:43:34.974-07:00I dunno why i treat U like this<br />but U keeping letting me feel bad<br />and Last<br />i just want to tell U<br />STOP SHOWING OFF IN FRONT OF ME !!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-1150620097646203500?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-57931444729752183822009-10-06T22:30:00.000-07:002009-10-06T22:32:56.777-07:00我这几天好情绪化，<br />很懒得post东西了，<br />也很累了，<br />看别人的blog也看得不想看了，<br />放了我吧...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-5793144472975218382?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-68269657841296409762009-09-18T07:00:00.000-07:002009-09-18T07:43:15.505-07:00终于到家了！<br />听说这次有好多朋友都有回来kb，<br />所以好期待跟他们一起出去的日子...<br />嘻嘻！<br /><br />假期以后，烦恼的事也会陆续到来了，<br />首先是10月1日到10月4日的sukan rekreasi，<br />要去camping咯...<br />而且又要面对一大堆恐怖的冒险活动，<br />心里倒是觉得有点怕怕，因为我自认不爱参与这些活动，<br />现在被逼要参加，也是没有办法咯...<br />惟有把自己的心态调整好，勇敢面对吧...<br /><br />sukan rekreasi回来后，就是我们的PJ amali的考试了，<br />这个学期要考bola tampar和hoki，我对这两种球类都不是很熟悉，<br />面对这考试，真的很紧张...<br />不过还是全力以赴咯~！<br />还有一个是fitness test，跟以往一样，考的项目有：<br />bangun tubi bervariasi, tekan tubi tanpa henti, lompat jauh berdiri, lari ulang-alik 4 x 10m & lari 2.4km<br />咳...担心ler...<br /><br />考完这些让身心疲惫的运动之后，就得准备来临的大考了....<br />好怕~好怕~<br /><br />一切都来得如此匆忙，不知我是否能够应付得了...<br />但每个学期都是一样的，前半段学期会过得比较轻松，<br />后半段学期就很痛苦，连歇气的时间也没有，<br />希望我真的能够应付得来...<br />* 祝福我 *<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-6826965784129640976?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-77062364945217029332009-08-30T09:35:00.000-07:002009-08-30T09:37:39.597-07:00Today our lecturer asked us to write a paragraph which is narrative paragraph, persuasive paragraph, descriptive paragraph or explanative paragraph. Me, SQ, PY and ZH were given the task to write a narrative paragraph each. Then SQ and PY form a group to write a paragraph, so me and ZH have to be a group. Below is our paragraph : <br /><br />One day, when I open my eyes, I realize that I am not in my own room. When I look around on it, the room is a bit messy and fills with the reek of alcohol smell. I quickly get down from the bed and start to search for my cloth. Suddenly, I see a photograph hanging on the wall. The lady on the photograph looks familiar to me. I try to refresh back what had happened yesterday but my head get pain. At the same time, I hear someone is getting up and walking towards the room I am staying. I get a bad feel about this so I try to find a place to hide. However, it is too late. The door is open. The yesterday’s memories start to flash back…....... (by Shu Qin & Pei Yin) <br /><br />She ran down the dark alley, desperately trying to escape from her fear. The series of event keep replaying in her mind, still unable to believe the horrible truth that is about to take place. She turned at the end of the alley, it was a dead end. She had nowhere to run. As the predator move closer to the prey, she could sense his heavy footsteps and his sharp and fast breathing. She desperately look around for any sharp metal object, wooden planks or anything hard and viscous enough to protect herself. Just as the man closes up on her, her hand grabbed on to something hard and cold…....... (by Zhen Hui & Fung Ming)<br /><br />What do u think after u read this two opening paragraph? Do u think other way else?? Haha.. Anyway, that is just for fun… ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-7706236494521702933?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-56257728713026598042009-08-15T02:23:00.000-07:002009-08-15T03:02:37.020-07:00好久没有update我的部落格了，<br />因为我的房间上不到网啊...<br />好伤心噢...有broadband又如何？<br />又不能上网...要上网又要到楼上的读书室去，麻烦死了！<br />我好久没有上facebook了，要在繁忙中寻找消遣的东西也难...<br />最近在烦着的事情很多，课业已经开始了，虽然课业比上个学期少，但还是造成我很大的压力...<br />我真的很希望我可以赶快把能够做的课业先完成，那么回到家乡就没有那么多事情要赶了...<br />我可以好好跟家人聚一聚了...<br />我有很努力的在做，但很怕有什么漏掉了...<br />当学生还真烦叻...<br />然后明年我们要搬出去住了，但屋子的事情都还没解决...<br />不知道要租那里的房子，租金、水电费、以后的生活费呢？<br />我可要好好打算我的开销了...<br />不然我打算的储蓄可要泡汤了...<br />这来得太快了，我可没有想到我要那么早面对这些...<br />让我有点措手不及...<br />还有室友的事也让我很烦，<br />我可以做得很自私，选我喜欢的室友，<br />但我总不能那么不想别人的感受吧！<br />我不自私，又会很难过，<br />我该怎么办？<br />谁可以教教我呢？<br />现在H1N1这个病越来越严重了，<br />希望我的朋友们都能够好好照顾自己<br />不要病倒了噢...<br />Jun, Ling, Fong...<br />今年要考试了，<br />要加油噢！你们行的！<br />Joo, Nee, <br />在大学的日子好吗？<br />好久没有见到你们了，有机会的话，在KL见噢！<br />miss u all~<br />还有很久没有见的朋友们...<br />你们都还好吗？<br />有机会的话我们一起来个聚会好不好啊？<br />好想念我们以前在中学时期打打闹闹的时候，<br />一起去逛街的时候...<br />Qin,<br />在这里想告诉你，我真的把你当成是我很好的朋友，<br />有什么误会都好，不要忘记，<br />我们还是好朋友<br />有什么误会的话，说出来好吗？<br />不说出来的话，就没有办法解决了...<br /><br />~ all d best my friend ~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-5625772871302659804?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-77728896353887167052009-07-06T04:56:00.000-07:002009-07-06T05:30:51.251-07:00今天早上打给妈妈打算问妈妈关于8月假期的事情<br />接电话的是爸爸<br />奇怪的是，爸爸不是应该在学校了吗<br />今天有上课啊<br />爸爸接了电话，我立刻说要跟妈妈说话<br />妈妈接了电话<br />我听到了妈妈脆弱细微的声音<br />妈妈说他不舒服<br />要去看医生<br />也没有办法在今天帮我完成我要做的事情<br />我听了就叫妈妈多休息<br />我的事等妈妈看了医生再做<br />电话挂断了<br />................................<br />下午2点钟<br />收到阿姨寄来的信息<br />说妈妈进了医院<br />必须留院<br />是妈妈的大颈胞病发<br />今早妈妈不舒服<br />全身抖动的很厉害<br />外婆赶快把爸爸叫回家来<br />送妈妈去医院<br />而那时我打去找妈妈的时候<br />正是爸爸要送妈妈去医院<br />好后悔当时没有好好关心妈妈<br />听到妈妈脆弱的声音也不懂得多关心<br />妈妈还不想告诉我们三兄妹<br />不想我们为他担心<br />妈妈生病了，<br />还特地交待阿姨帮我完成我的事<br />好内疚，好心痛<br />阿姨说如果妈妈不想让我们知道那就假装不知道吧<br />妈妈在我和阿姨通话了之后打来<br />我问妈妈：“妈妈你在哪里？”<br />妈妈说：“今天妈妈没有做工，拿了病假”<br />我说：“妈妈今早不是说去看医生吗？医生说什么？”<br />妈妈说:“对啊，医生说指数升高了，现在妈妈在医院。”<br />我说：“噢...那要好好照顾自己噢..." (其实心里在淌血）妈妈并不让我知道他必须住院<br />电话挂断了....................................<br />我的心好痛<br />好痛<br />刚才阿姨又打来了<br />说妈妈要换医院<br />要到USM做检查<br />我的心里好忐忑<br />不知道该怎么办<br />我现在真的好想回家<br />很想抱着妈妈<br />陪着爸爸<br />因为爸爸应该很担心吧<br />爸爸，妈妈会没事的<br />要常陪着妈妈，不要让妈妈累坏噢...<br />妈妈，我很爱你<br />妈妈，愿天保佑你，希望妈妈没事<br />为了妈妈，要我做什么都愿意，只要你没事...<br /><br />我爱你，妈妈<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-7772889635388716705?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-81081607003982623632009-07-01T09:19:00.000-07:002009-07-01T09:20:33.671-07:00朋友<br />到底哪一个才是知道我的那个<br />到底谁才是真心地对我<br />我不需要虚伪的友情<br />只想你用真心与我交友<br />真心与虚伪<br />是可以看得一清二楚的<br />而我瞎了<br />看不见真假了<br />你们的世界<br />似乎我融不进去了<br />只好慢慢的疏远<br />我，你们<br />我不想失去你们<br />我的世界里还有很多人<br />家人，朋友，还有爱我的人<br />时间<br />每个人都一样多<br />分配了以后<br />都不多了<br />还能怎样呢<br />放弃谁<br />不想却无从选择<br />重色轻友<br />我有吗<br />可能吧<br />但又能如何<br />我有我的理由啊<br />可能要从新想想吧<br />想想谁才是你真正的朋友，哪个不是<br />也要从新编排我的时间<br />目前，我的眼还没明亮<br />看不清黑白<br />我瞎了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8108160700398262363?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-83921060780451031432009-07-01T09:18:00.000-07:002009-07-01T09:19:43.319-07:00世界真的是如此吗<br />没有永恒的吗<br />我已经累了<br />不想解释了<br />你了解我的话<br />不会误会我<br />不会乱想<br />不会远离我<br />我是怎样的人<br />你不知道吗<br />你不了解吗<br />如果不的话<br />我也不想说什么<br />但愿你明白<br />我累了<br />不想说了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8392106078045103143?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-56435123904709051432009-06-10T20:31:00.000-07:002009-06-13T05:31:21.288-07:0027 of May - 1 of June<br />这几天我在KL度过了我假期的第一个星期，很开心，很享受...谢谢你们的陪伴，不知道会不会忽略了你们，或是跟你们的时间很少，但真的很谢谢你们...<br /><br />我在KL的照片<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOZvNUH5EI/AAAAAAAAAEE/HHAaYZP1FOw/s1600-h/DSC00653.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOZvNUH5EI/AAAAAAAAAEE/HHAaYZP1FOw/s320/DSC00653.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346786218925876290" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOZvLEt7CI/AAAAAAAAAD8/YbmO7PiXx2g/s1600-h/01062009(012).jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOZvLEt7CI/AAAAAAAAAD8/YbmO7PiXx2g/s320/01062009(012).jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346786218324388898" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOZuyTD3AI/AAAAAAAAAD0/OVufcJDEAQs/s1600-h/DSC00597.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOZuyTD3AI/AAAAAAAAAD0/OVufcJDEAQs/s320/DSC00597.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346786211673660418" /></a><br /><br />9 of June - 12 of June<br />这几天我都会在登嘉楼度过我的假期，没有什么目的，而且是临时决定的。那天阿姨回来小住几天，我便有了个念头，想跟着阿姨回去住几天。这几天里，我经历了人生出体验-我尝试了云霄飞车...虽然那云霄飞车的速度不是很快，连我那7岁的表妹都说很慢，一点都不怕，但我的心跳却跳得很快，心里还默念：哈？不快吗？下车时，还脚软呢...=.=<br />但我有个不怕死的表妹，玩了好多恐怖的游戏，害到她那暧昧对象冷汗留了一大把...真是害人不浅啊！！但那个男生还是陪她玩了那惊悚的游戏... =.= <br /><br />360度旋转 （我那不怕死的表妹和他的暧昧对象玩的，恐怖死了）<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOa72r8YtI/AAAAAAAAAEM/41ytrxqOSP0/s1600-h/10062009(011).jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjOa72r8YtI/AAAAAAAAAEM/41ytrxqOSP0/s320/10062009(011).jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346787535701697234" /></a><br /><br />我的表妹<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjObbWToYNI/AAAAAAAAAEU/8mlTFcs-epU/s1600-h/10062009(018).jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SjObbWToYNI/AAAAAAAAAEU/8mlTFcs-epU/s320/10062009(018).jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346788076765602002" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-5643512390470905143?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-70775272669873367202009-05-21T18:13:00.000-07:002009-05-21T18:34:04.411-07:00距离考试结束的日子还有还有四天<br />还有两张试卷要考，分别是体育和华文<br />这几天的熬夜已经让我非常疲惫<br />睡觉的时间少之又少<br />一天两个小时，够吗？<br />不管够不够，我只能有这么多时间睡觉<br />当有睡觉的日子时<br />总是让我听不见闹钟响<br />让我睡过头<br />真的气死了！<br />就像昨晚，1点半回到房间睡觉，<br />打算2点半再醒来<br />当我睁开眼睛时，看着手机荧幕，<br />哇靠，7点钟了!<br />我朋友就一个人熬夜到早上，<br />原本还打算跟她一起读通宵的。。。<br />怎么那么不争气啊？<br />我昨晚还打算读通宵<br />结果。。。<br />今晚不可以再这样了！<br />答应自己，不管怎样，今晚一定要做到！！一定一定！！<br />朋友，帮我加油吧！！<br /><br />考完试，六月回去找你们噢！！<br />~love u all~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-7077527266987336720?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-88940012686463750432009-04-29T02:25:00.000-07:002009-04-29T02:43:48.130-07:00表面上看到风平浪静的事未必真的风平浪静，只是没有爆发出来而已。真的很希望一切都能够解决，但是这不是短时间内可以解决的，有时不喜欢的东西再看多几次也一样不喜欢。但我不否认有时候是短暂的，可能是某个人在某个时间点做了某件事，让大家觉得不爽，当然你有你的理由，但，别人的感受你也是要顾虑，虽然常常说要为了自己而活，但活在这世上你不可能是独行侠，一定是需要些朋友或是知己。如果你需要他们，那你就要做出一些举动让他们觉得你是珍惜你们之间的友谊的，而不是可有可无的。所以有时候说话要精灵一点，虽然我也常说错话，但现在我是以旁人的观点来说，说话真的需要很多技巧，也不能把话说得太死，总要为自己留后路吧？我也很希望自己能够把这些情感都收起来，消化好了再忘掉，但目前还不行，所以在这里说出来咯。。。<br /><br />希望一切雨过天晴~po pi po pi~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8894001268646375043?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-51354470723557667012009-04-16T14:35:00.001-07:002009-04-16T14:53:16.535-07:00每件事情的发生都有其原因<br />一个问题的存在也有其源头<br />当事情发生了，偶尔回回头，望望你们的后面，<br />看看你们所做的一切，<br />看看有没有伤到别人的心，有没有使别人厌恶<br />我不会无端端去逃避一个人，这不是我<br />但当我觉得如果我面对他会让我更不开心的话，<br />我就会去逃避他。<br />做每件事都必须要想想，想了才来做，<br />因为这不只是你的事，而是全部人的事<br />当你做的事情是会影响到别人时，那就是全部人的事<br />很想回到以前的日子，开开心心的日子，<br />不想再这样下去了。<br />但这不是一天两天就形成的问题，所以要解决也不是一天两天就能解决的。<br />拜托，不要在我们正努力修补的时候在做些小动作，<br />因为事情根本会没完没了<br />真心的希望事情能够赶快解决，不想再这样下去了。<br /><br />因为很累。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-5135447072355766701?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-84682361010271213932009-04-16T13:58:00.000-07:002009-04-16T14:00:01.567-07:00我是个坚强的人，不容易表露出我的心事和难过<br /><br />你们看到的我，是个外壳坚固的贝壳，<br /><br />不想把悲伤表现出来的我只因不想你们为我担忧<br /><br />面对挫折时，我会振作起来<br /><br />在短时间内恢复开朗，<br /><br />但现在的我<br /><br />怎么会…怎么会…<br /><br />那么轻易地流下泪…<br /><br /><br />p/s 勤，娜：对不起，不是我对你们的关心毫不领情，是当时的我没有办法开口对你们说话，我明白你们想安慰我，我了解，我答应你们我会调适自己的。谢谢你们。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-8468236101027121393?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-23031873939950542092009-04-09T06:49:00.001-07:002009-04-09T06:58:37.654-07:00今天看了不顺眼的事<br />很不开心<br />也超不爽<br />但<br />谢谢你们拼命邀我出门散心、走街<br />我好多了<br />跟你们出去让我暂时把烦恼给忘了<br />谢谢你们<br /><br />娜 容 芊<br /><br />^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-2303187393995054209?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-12622890875523891592009-03-17T20:43:00.000-07:002009-03-17T20:53:10.704-07:00刚才错手<br />把电脑的照片洗个清光<br />把我吓死了<br />我的回忆<br />好的不好的<br />甜的酸的辣的也或许是苦的<br />都在里面<br />我赶快到recycle bin找回<br />却找不到<br />眼泪滴下来了<br />怎么办?<br />我的一切一切...没了吗?<br />没了吗?<br />情急下<br />赶快把全部在recycle bin的文件全restore回来<br />再检查回文件<br />啊~有了有了...<br />照片全都回来了<br />眼泪又滴下了<br />很庆幸<br />没把它们弄丢了<br />不然我真的会内疚一辈子<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-1262289087552389159?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-48386746476402625882009-03-15T01:07:00.000-07:002009-03-17T08:30:41.961-07:00虽然是假期，但还是摆脱不了假期还要做功课这个命运。只是短短的一个星期却要背着13个课业回家，假期和没有假期都是一样的，可能还比没有假期更忙呢...哎哟...怎么这样呢??<br />但开心的是，回家的感觉真好，有美味的佳肴，早上可以吃最营养的早餐...<br />菜单如下：<br /> 〉〉熟蛋一颗<br /> 〉〉吐司3片<br /> 〉〉燕麦一碗（外公亲手煮的，不是快熟的噢）<br /> 〉〉milo一杯<br /> 〉〉麦片饼干一片<br />哇哈哈~好幸福哦~<br />回到家里竟然会变得像公主一样有人伺侯耶...<br />不过很不好意思叻，他们都一大把年纪了还要为我准备早餐...<br />他们总是很任劳任怨的为我早餐，他们的想法是：<br />哎喲，阿名很久才回来一次，一定要给她吃得好啊！<br />而且午餐和晚餐都是煮我爱吃的东西，害我都不能节食了...<br />哈哈~<br />谢谢你们哦，外公，外婆...我爱你们！<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Sb-54HJLMVI/AAAAAAAAACk/so-_8ptCPEE/s1600-h/16032009(008).jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/Sb-54HJLMVI/AAAAAAAAACk/so-_8ptCPEE/s320/16032009(008).jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314170458961817938" /></a><br />营养早餐~哈哈~虽然简单却很美味！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-4838674647640262588?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-18093858013286042682009-02-28T07:12:00.000-08:002009-02-28T07:34:28.101-08:00有时不揭穿不是不知道，而是我不想让大家难堪、尴尬。<br />我真的很想大声说出来，可是不行，我说不出来，也不想说出来。<br />我不想以后的日子很难过，所以希望你可以顾虑一下别人的感受。<br />每个人做东西都要花心思才显得珍贵。<br />人的忍耐是有限的，希望你不要再触犯到我，不然我会怎样我也不知道。<br /><br />最后，祝“你”幸福。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-1809385801328604268?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2149984109385762495.post-20674285420225051642008-07-11T03:08:00.000-07:002008-12-10T18:00:04.881-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SHcyF_SZobI/AAAAAAAAAAg/glJZM62VX04/s1600-h/kmph.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ikaFh_Wh1jE/SHcyF_SZobI/AAAAAAAAAAg/glJZM62VX04/s320/kmph.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5221697371428725170" /></a><br />每次决定了一件事<br />怎么还会觉得后悔呢<br />感觉自己好像很失败<br />因为人家常常说<br />"当决定了就不要后悔"<br />可是我...每次都这样...<br />为什么每当别人得知我要去师训时,<br />第一个问的问题都是:<br />"做么你要去当老师?"<span style="font-style:italic;"></span><br />"薪金不多nuh...怎么不留在matric呢?"<br />"matric不是比较好吗?"<br />"怎么不好好珍惜得到matric的机会呢?"<br />每当他们这样子说,我的自信心就少了一半<br />少到连我都觉得难道是我做错决定了吗?<br />我曾经想说如果可以回matric那该多好<br />但我很清楚很明白这只是我自己想的东西,是不可能的<br />我该怎么办呢?有谁可以告诉我,我该怎么办呢?<br />有人告诉过我,<br />既然决定了就应该预料到会这样,也应该要承担一切自己做的决定...<br />我知道....我明白...<br />但,我还是会被这些问题缠绕着<br />我承认,我承受不了这些打压<br />是我脆弱<br />又怎样<br />改不了啊!<br />最近压力很大<br />虽然决定了<br />还是在想着这个问题<br />又担心去了新学院会怎样<br />会不会没有朋友呢?会不会寂寞呢?<br />这都是我在担心的事<br /><br />咳...<br />~好想回到从前噢~<br />~回到不用做决定的时候~<br />~多么无忧无虑~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2149984109385762495-2067428542022505164?l=mingchew.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>minghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05336445376220844582noreply@blogger.com2